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ever had that feeling where something felt wrong, but you couldn't quite put your finger on it??? every couple of days i get this feeling that something isn't quite right, but i can't figure out exactly what it is... but it only happens when i think about this one thing... so i guess i know what it's about, just not sure what's wrong with it... i'm sure i'll find out soon enough, though... it's probably all in my head... i have a very active imagination, ya know...

so here it is, late on a sunday night, and once again i can't sleep... probably because of the above problem... it seems to dictate when i sleep, how well i can concentrate at work, and when i'm in the mood to eat... i even tried not to sleep too late today, and i didn't nap at all so i'd be ready to go to bed at bedtime... it looks like i'll be drinking lots of caffine at work tomorrow...

i just wish i didn't feel like this... *sigh*... i need a hero...